I loved this. You’re spot on! Your introspective is impeccable. This shit hole ain’t gettin any better. America never does anything about racism. It’s the driver of all national inequities. White people have power and use it for evil, not good. We are imploding because we’ve never treated people well. To some extent, we’re reaping all we’ve sown into the earth, the good must suffer with the bad. The innocent must suffer with the guilty. The ugly gets a free ride with the pretty. The unjust will go down with those fighting for justice. It is what it is. It’s the cycle of life. At some point, White people must come to terms with their love of failure, and start to fail up. It’s not too late, but it sure as hell won’t be easy.