I suppose. I can’t possibly think of any day I wanted to wake up and be evil to people, even when wronged. I feel as though these types of people must be some sort of sociopaths to intentionally work so covertly to inflict the types of injuries no one can see because of ones race, including injuries upon those who may not even be unaware they are experiencing covert microaggressions.
I guess they do get joy from it, until they get caught. In any event we live and we learn. Racism and discrimination evolves, and there are people who never cease to engage in it. It would be interesting to know why they believe certain people should be treated differently.