You need to reconcile that with yourself. The fact that you are here with an entire spew and unable to meditate on the meat and potatoes placed on the table in this crucial hour says a lot. You can take it or leave it, but a the end of the day, we cannot move forward until we address the elephant in the room.
White people spend more time trying to avoid the obvious and fighting with victim than fighting with us to dismantle white supremacy. These little mind games are old and tiring. America is on its last wheel and here we are still go around the mountain to massage White feelings. Smh